My EnTRaLLiNg LiFe

2006-08-11T18:47:00.000-07:00

The only one place that a guy can touch a girl and make her feel hot is....HER HEART
*smiles*

~**ZaEnA nAiR**~

2006-08-11T18:34:00.000-07:00

There's the kiss of friendship
The kiss of guile'
The kiss of SINCIERITY
The kiss of style...
There's the kiss of LIFE and the kiss of Death
There's the kiss that steals one's breath away
And one that prays it will last all day!
There's the kiss that frees the soul
Also one that detoures from one's goal
There's a kiss of the reserved
A kiss of the insecure
There's a kiss of the stagnant
Also of those secure!

~**ZAeNa NaIr**~
muaks!

2006-08-10T00:01:00.000-07:00

Olaaa people!!!

I'M BACK! *smiles* =p

Well well, yesterday was an extremely bad day! the whole day was full of anger and frustration...Don't you think it is rather annoying when someone asks you to skip tuition to talk to him...so you follow him n do it..but when the time to talk comes that someone is out!!...yesh...im just so pissed at him.If only i had the oppurtunity of taking a screw driver and skruing it right into that bold head of his...i probably would!! Anyway lets leave him alone...Besides all that, nothing much has been going out lately...had my usual math tuition just now...got piles of homework! and mum's bugging me to 'clean my room'!...grr...i hate it when she tells me to clean up...From my point of view...its spectacularly clean..bt she finds it messy...as always...hehehe...well i think i better go clean up my room now!! *sighs*

Until next time - - - - -
MuAkS!!
~**zAeNa NaIr**~

2006-08-08T00:18:00.000-07:00

~** PRISON BREAK**~

I have to say that the series prison break, is one of the most enthralling shows that any producer has ever produced in history! Although some parts can be relatively voilent , there are various parts which are exuberant and sober. I have the first season on dvd but since the second season is not out on dvd yet, I am forced to watch it on 8 tv, every monday at 10.30 pm*smiles*.

During advertisement the only thing thats running through my mind is, whats gonna happen next!! Have you ever heard of the saying curiosity kills the cat? Well this time it's curiousity might kill Zaena!! hehe...However the big karma comes when I am forced to wait A WHOLE WEEK to watch the next episode!! That's seriously tensing...not to mention " hard to cope with"...okok i know u might be thinking I'm over dramatic about this whole thing, but i'm simply in love with this show!!

Oooo yes yes and not to forget, i think michael scofeild ( the main actor/hero) is kinda hot*wink*..he's got this ravishingly blur yet hot look...with his almond shape and cunning eyes!! Well thats about for now! until then

*huggiez*
~**ZaEnA nAiR**~

2006-08-06T06:05:00.000-07:00

Sometimes thats the way i feel..but then it all comes back to i want you to love me*mwah*

2006-08-06T05:53:00.000-07:00

Heyya again!!!

Well our condominium feels so incomplete without Darius.He has gone to Pakistan and will only be back after a month!!! So no one to bully kry....hehehe..

Anyway yesterday was keisha's sixteen'th birthday partay!!...so yeah that was fun*smiles*...the food was nice but the cake was AWSOME!! yummyness! * winkies*..church was alright today..sunday school was boing as usual..bt the friends keep it intresting! I have a strange feeling my sunday school teacher (Angeline Lee) thinks that we are all a bnch of stupid brainless people!! she has this annoying habit of foreva criticising our intelligence...besides that nothing much has happened acctually...Well i supposedly dislike math...it just gets tougher and tougher..my brain is almost about to explode!!

Well thats about it for now...!
byeeee
*hugz*

2006-08-05T00:14:00.000-07:00

Hey there people!! okok...its been ages since i acctually bothered to blog..hehe...well lates just put it this way, i have been relatively busy lately..*winks*..Allot of things have been happening in the past few months...some good others bad..thats life!

Anyway my birthday was two days back (August 3rd). I finally turned fourteen!! Its always an overwhelming feeling to know that you have turned a year older..however the older you get the more work you have to complete!!=)

Well I have my o levels coming up soon! so i'm practically stuck at home bonding with my books!..hehe...i'm suppose to go for keisha's 16th b'day partay today, but mum n dad's still contemplating on it after all the begging i have done!haha...that's parents...hehe=)...beg beg beg untill you get it!!hehehe...

Well take care.
*muaks!*

2006-03-27T19:06:00.000-08:00

PiSsEd aNd HuRt DeEp InSiDe...

well..yesterday was one of the most horendous days i ever had in my entire life.I felt so miserable!The day started off quite ok acctually, until after i came home from the tuition center, the whole horror begin!

soon as i came home from work , i logged in on my msn.Once it finished signing in, i was js browsing through my msn contacts when i came accross *his* msn nickname which said 'DAVINA IS SO CUTE!"...in additional to that, davina's nickname said "HE* IS SO CUTE!"...As soon as i read that, the feeling of jealousy struck my heart.And plus, what kind of a person is davina nyway..such a flirter...and to think that she could be so heinous!shows that she has zero characteristics of being a good friend.After a little while, i was ok with the whole crappy situation.Until i was discussing with my sister about it and she said that davina also had "I LOVE *HIM*' as her nickname!oh god..i think my heart almost stopeed beating for a second there!

Iknow tat *he* does not belong to me, to think that my friend is flirting with my ex...feels like as though a sphere just went through my heart..and another thing..to think that *he* could be so insensitive to this whole thing and acctually flirt back with her,that kills me deep inside too...and last night, i was smsing *him* until he told me he ran out of credit.Therefore, he called me at 12.09 p.m. and we were suppose to talk for around tenminutes but only ended up talking for 2 minutes and 58 seconds..bummer...after a little while i tried calling his house phone and it was engaged..he told me it was his friend..however i think its probably his new GiRlFrIeNd!haihz..soo yeah another day of crying n weeping before heading to bed.

This whole thing is just so hard to take..Im trying my very best to just forget about this but its just not working.Everything is so complicated, so distressing!...Every time i tell myself, to gather up my courage and stay strong but seems like after a little while , my heart just begins to rot and fall apart again!

Angst and mournful are the two feelings that are growing in my heart right now.God only knows how i am going to fix back the broken pieces of my heart into its proper place.

Im just extremely emotionally hurt to a point where i can't take it anymore!Enough said.

~**ZaEnA nAiR**~

2006-03-26T20:54:00.000-08:00

WeLl WeLl...

hmm...i finally realize that the phrase "LOVE HURTS" truly exisists!

Despite the fact that LOVE may be one of the most greatest and most retrospective thing in the entire world, we have to also except the fact that if it turns the wrong way, it can seriously damage your heart.It definitely killed my heart though.

After spending thirteen months with a special someone, that someone is just so attached to me.It just feels as though that someone happens to be a part of me.Feels like if there is no him,there is no me either.But one day. all that thirteen months just goes down the drain.All useless and soon will be forgotten.

I just dont know why the love i have for him is too passionate, i can't resist.Just trying to forget him is so difficult.What makes it more difficult is for the fact that i DONT WANT to forget such a great individual like him.haihzz..Even if he does not love me, i just want him to be happy.Even if i am xtremely hurt,it does not matter.Cos after all the times i have hurt him he only deserves to be happy.

Well bottom line is, i'm going through a moment of melancholy!Enough said.

~**ZaEnA nAiR**~

2006-03-07T23:32:00.000-08:00

Hey there!!

hmm...well i MIGHT be going back to school again!!If i am going back to school, i suppose i'll be pretty excited about it...in some ways i have to accept the fact that i do miss school....miss hanging out with my friends during lunch and break, miss playing games with them during P.E, miss, miss getting scolding from the teachers...ehhe...i suppose...i just sorta miss the old school life...on the other hand, homeschooling is sorta cool too..i get to wake up late...study as i like...don have to do homework n projects!..n stuff like that..its more free n easygoing=)...well i guess im alrite with both...soo wtv it is...im js thankful i get to continue my education witout interruptions...alright then i got to go...

byebyeee
take care
muaks
~**ZaEnA nAiR**~

2006-03-07T04:05:00.000-08:00

harlooooooowwwwww,

hmph!for thirteen years, my family consist of four people...dad..mum..sis n me...but on march 1st, v got a new member!!! a doggy...ehhhehe...not to brag or nything...bt its such an adorable fluffy little darling...since im kinda scared of dogs, at first i was feeling really uncomfortable with the fact that i had one living in the same house as me!...but well..as time grew i guess i could not resist it...hehe...although until now i still don't have the courage to carry it around, i do pet n stroke it..hehe...nyway bottom line is...its soo adorable..its unresistable!hehhe...aite then...i gotta go for now...

byeeee
hugz
~**ZaEnA nAiR**~